______________*[[_____ im not perfect. - but neither are you (: //*`_____
Friday, November 10, 2006
Hindi pa Valentine, pero gusto ko isulat ang bagay tungkol dito. Bakit pakiramdam ko e nawala ang kilig sa aking sistema, kahit na I have special feelings for this girl, some icebergs seemed to have created a barricade towards the pursuit of this love. Takot at marami pang iba ang humaharang ang naghahari sa aking puso. When I see couples or see some kind of sweet things it gives a cringe feeling. At kahit anong gawin kong galaw e parang lamig ang aking nadarama sa aking sistema, kung baga sa SEX nawala ang libog, sa lalake hindi nagkaroon ng erection, hahahaha! Brutal ba? Ewan ko, naiinis tuloy ako kasi akala ko I am ready and mature na to be in a commitment all of sudden e wala gusto kong pumasok pero may nakaharang at itong nakaharang na ito akala ko may taong naglagay but it is myself pala ang naglalagay ng hindi ko alam. I don't know if you are getting my point...
I hate to say this again, naduwag na naman ako... PUTANG INA!@!!! Ang GAGO ko!!!!!
[x] im not perfect either
4:38 PM
thaiprince //* 0=)
AGO
I am a very sensitive person. I refuse to view things only from a sober, rational standpoint.I listen with my feelings. I kinda reject people who scorn romanticism and are guided only by rationality.I refuse to let anything confine the rich variety of my moods and emotions.
I have found my purpose in life and I am bound to accomplish that with God's help and with the people whom I love, beside me.
I would like to take a new outlook in life, I want to be strong and be able to overcome all the difficulties and trials in life. I want to appreciate all the good things in life and share it to everyone. I want to learn from the simple things and from the mistakes I have committed in the past.
I want to be A BETTER and HUMBLE MAN...
I live for others, but others do not live for me.
It is an impish cry creeping through the veins of my heart,
like a potion destined to pollute my blood.
I give what is mine and give even the things I don't have.
I am a slave of the slaves, I live with nothing but myself.
I see no happiness, I just feel pain so they may feel the happiness they longed to have...