Wednesday, May 17, 2006
One day, I will bid my goodbye to everyone. One day, I am going to rest to where there will be no more pains and sufferings. One day, I will finally have the courage to leave everything behind that is holding me back. I will decide to finally take that particular journey that I am longing to do and when that time comes I will make sure I will be prepared, or maybe I have prepared my self long long time ago... I don't know. All I know that I just want to rest and leave. Maybe I have done enough and I couldn't go on forward anymore. I have serve my purpose very well. Though I may never had the laurel that comes with it but it is okay I know I have made everyone happy in my best way possible that I know. I could have given more but sometimes it is not working, it is inappropriate for some; how I wish I could know the ways they want it to be so I can do it.
I am tired, exhausted and longing for that vacation that will take me where I wouldn't think of the pains, see and hear things. If I could just be blind and deaf so the world in me would just be blank and let my heart see more and hear more, but it is my heart that carries me althrough out, and sometimes it has put me into bad light but I never meant harm to anyone.
I will leave and rest my aching soul, but I will bring with me my heart that has always been full of love, and I will continue to love the people I have love no matter what.
One day, I will fly away, fly with the birds on the sky; float with the clouds and ride with the wind; swim with the fishes in the ocean and feel the earth inside me; smell the fragrances of the flowers and sleep in the bosom of our Creator...
[x] im not perfect either
11:19 AM
thaiprince //* 0=)
AGO
TAG BOARD
TORTURED ANGEL
It is an impish cry creeping through the veins of my heart,
like a potion destined to pollute my blood.
I give what is mine and give even the things I don't have.
I am a slave of the slaves, I live with nothing but myself. I see no happiness, I just feel pain so they may feel the happiness they longed to have...